Welcome to Satina's Page
In my early years in the fandom, my all-pairing fanfiction site was called X-Tasy 4 X-Philes. I had a dear friend named kacaso who made me this and other graphics. I don't know what happened to her. Thank you, kacaso, wherever you are.The Barenaked Ladies Series 6/03/01
My story as a writer of X-Files Fanfiction 2001 - 2008
X-Files fanfiction unequivocally changed my life. It has remained an integral part of it ever since, even during the two-and-a-half years I dropped out of it publicly. My story as a writer is told here, intimately intertwined with my own personal story. I cannot tell the truth about my writing without telling at least some of the truth of my personal life. If this doesn't interest you, then just skip this stuff and go onto the fics.
2001
I entered the fandom as a reader of MSR in March of 2001. I was a married mother of two. By April, I wrote my first story, Two of a Kind, because no one else would write my idea. I experienced the wonderful miracle that is feedback, and went on to write several more MSRs. You can find my MSR stories on the all-pairings, all-ratings X-Files fanfiction archive, Gossamer, under my name, for now.
In May, due to urgings of my new fandom friends, I started reading stories about Krycek and fell in love with his dark, tortured soul and angel-devil face. At first, I only read heterosexual pairings, but after reading an M/Sc/K named Prone, I opened my eyes to the amazing complexity and chemistry between Mulder and Krycek, and started reading M/Sc/K and little M/K.
In June, I decided to try my own hand at writing a more expanded sexual viewpoint, and I wrote the first chapters of an M/Sc/K series called A Shared Obsession. Not coincidentally, this is also the month I met Shannon through the MSR fandom and felt an instant, electric connection to her that I could not deny. My then-husband, David, recognized the incredible power of this connection, and to my shock, encouraged rather than discouraged our relationship. Soon the three of us were involved in a very real threesome relationship long distance. This sparked a very intense interest in M/Sc/K, and inspired the creation of many M/Sc/K stories over the next couple of years, as well as a Yahoo Group called MSKipperVille. For now, that work can also be found at Gossamer. I must stress that none of the stories written reflected in the least what it's really like to be in a polyamorous relationship. They're pure fantasy.
It was during that same month that I took the plunge and tried my hand at writing my own purely M/K slash story, Too Little Too Late, for the X-Files Lyric Wheel. The story turned into a short series within a matter of days, and though I continued writing mostly MSR and M/Sc/K, I became an avid reader of M/K.
Too Little Too Late
Leave
Falling
2002
In July of this year, I moved in with Shannon. I had been working to convert her to writing slash, but she did not switch over easily. She began by expanding to MSR-heavy M/Sc/K, although I did manage to coerce her to write me her first slash story ever, One to Grow On, as a birthday present, and later in the year got a sweet, funny little slash story, The Closure Mantra, out of her. We also tried something new in our writing. We each get on separate computers, then went into role and Instant Messengered as Mulder and Krycek. We began with very little idea where the story would go, other than that Mulder would not know it was Krycek at first and then would find out. Our first IM-style fic, which also includes narrative with every part, It's Not Enough, was written over the course of this year. I was also writing individual M/K stories like crazy, becoming thoroughly obsessed with the pairing. Those stories are found here:
The Love Hurts Series
Love Hurts I 1/17/02
Love Hurts II 2/13/02
Love Hurts III 3/17/02
Love Hurts IV 4/08/02
Love Hurts V 4/08/02
Love Hurts VI 10/26/02
Zing 1 2/02
(Sequel) Zing 2 4/05
This sequel was written right before I left the fandom and I don't believe it was posted anywhere except my personal list. I then rewrote and revised it over the next two years, so its public posting date is more accurately 1/13/08.
Angelface - The Original M/Sc, M/K version 2/03/02
In 2004, thoroughly obsessed with pure slash and no longer reading or writing M/Sc/K, I revised this story to be purely M/K because it was one of my favorites and I wanted to be able to enjoy it as a slasher. You can read that version HERE, as soon as it's reformatted and uploaded.
Underground 2/13/02
This was one of the fics that was written to erase what happened in Existence, otherwise known to slashers as The Episode That Never Happened.
The Towel Series
Towel 1 2/13/02
Towel 2 2/13/02
Towel 3 2/13/02
Towel 4 3/17/02
The Triangle Series
This is my M/K answer to the episode 'Triangle'.
Triangle 1 2/13/02
Triangle 2 6/12/02
Triangle 3 6/25/02
This Partner Thing 2/13/02
For As Long As I Can Remember 2/13/02
(Sequel) Never Forget 12/31/02
The Value of a Life 3/02
(Sequel) A Blade of Sunlight 1/31/03
Constant 3/27/02
Stoli 1 3/17/02
(Sequel) Stoli 2: Suh-weet! 4/08/02
Every Me, Every You 4/08/02
Alex Unleashed 4/18/02
(Sequel) Alex Unleashed 2 4/18/02
The Power To Save Ourselves 5/25/02
This story is very unique and special to me, and was a very personal attempt to spiritually salve the ache of losing Krycek in The Episode That Never Happened.
Wishin' Don't Make It So 6/26/02
This was my effort at writing purely comedic slash.
The Pick-Up Artist 8/28/02
(Sequel) Hard To Get 9/10/02
With Or Without Him 9/17/02
Mayday - Original Version 10/26/02
There were many things I really loved about this story, but as I become a more sophisticated writer, the sloppy characterization and plot kept me from enjoying it. during my hiatus from the fandom,when I couldn't find the motivation to write new material, I totally revised this, tightening up character and plot. I am now much happier with it. To read the revised version, click HERE.
2003
In 2003, having ironed out many kinks in both our writing and life partnerships, Shannon and I decided we worked very well together, and we produced several collaborative works, with me (Satina) as Mulder and Shannon as Krycek. Again, those are on our Collaborative Works page.
We both also produced individual works. These are mine:
The End 3/18/03
Trust 6/28/03
The Only Reason 10/10/03
Feel Good Burn 10/31/03
A Rose By Any Other Name 10/31/03
(Sequel) Smells As Sweet ?
This set of stories is a crossover with the Nicholas Lea movie, Lunch With Charles.
Home Improvement 12/27/03
2004
In March of this year, David separated from the relationship, and Shannon and I began living as a monogamous couple. We continued writing both individual and collaborative, narrative-style fics. You can find the joint works on our Collaborative Works Page and you can find Shannon's individual works on her page. You can find my individual works here:
Gay Chicken 3/31/04
Body Talk 9/10/04
Christmas Carol Redux 12/04
(Sequel) Redux 2 (WiP) 1/05
This was written for the 2004 Mulder/Krycek Christmas Zine.
2005
In the first half of 2005, Shannon and I returned to writing IM-style fics, and it was during the span from February to May that we produced 23 different stories this way. It was a fast, exciting, totally involving way to create. We also experimented with doing this in front of a live chat audience, and even had people in that audience contribute to the story once. You can find those stories on the Collaborative Works page.
In addition to those, we each worked on a few individual stories as well, although they remained unfinished and thus unposted when we left the fandom. All of our WiP's, individual and collaborative, can be found on our Works In Progress Page, otherwise known as the, "If people are brave enough to read these and feedback them then we might feel inspired to actually go back to them!" page. Enter at your own risk.
In April of 2005, for personal reasons, Shannon and I left the public fandom, but we never stopped loving Mulder and Krycek, and we continued writing a little bit for each other and a few Precious friends.
Mulder/Krycek Multimedia
My interest in Mulder/Krycek goes beyond writing, and I've created a few multimedia works and have plans to create more.
My Music Videos
I've made a couple of Mulder/Krycek slash videos and would like to make more. You can see my first efforts on my YouTube Page.
Mulder/Krycek Sound Wavs
I played with some sound editing software and spliced some Mulder wavs with some Krycek wavs to come up with some fun new slashy creations. You can check those out here. As soon as I upload them. Sorry.
Coming soon!
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