Fibbie II:
Policy of Truth
by Satina and Shannon
Written LIVE in chat format for an audience, then polished up and posted.
Date First Posted: 3/12/05
Rating: NC-17 * Pairing: M/K
Archive Permissions: Freely given, but please use HTML format to preserve the IM quality.
Disclaimers: Mulder and Krycek are not my characters. They belong to Fox and Chris Carter.
Warnings: BDSM Power Games
Summary:
This takes place during Mulder and Krycek's partnership. This is a very young, very innocent, very horny, very sweet Alex who is totally infatuated with his senior partner. Sequel to Fibbie.
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fibbieagentAK: Mulder? Are you there?
fibbieagentAK: Hi. It's Alex.
fibbieagentAK: :-)
monsterboy1013: Yeah, I'm here.
fibbieagentAK: Oh, good. I was a little worried.
fibbieagentAK: Is everything...okay? You barely said anything when you came out of Skinner's office. Then you left.
monsterboy1013: It's fine.
fibbieagentAK: You sure? 'Cause your shoulders were all tense and you looked kind of...pissed.
fibbieagentAK: Is it...me?
monsterboy1013: No, it's not you.
fibbieagentAK: Are you sure? I thought maybe because I got you that new pencil cup. Your old one's just in your desk drawer. In case you don't like the new one.
fibbieagentAK: I thought you'd like the dancing penquins...
monsterboy1013: I didn't notice.
fibbieagentAK: On the side...
fibbieagentAK: They're in snow clothes. Which is stupid. But...
fibbieagentAK: I don't know.
monsterboy1013: I had my mind on other things.
monsterboy1013: I'm sure it's a fine pencil cup.
fibbieagentAK: Other things? Like...the 302?
monsterboy1013: Yes.
monsterboy1013: It was denied. Like I didn't see *that* coming.
fibbieagentAK: But it's a valid case! It's...ground-breaking!
monsterboy1013: I know.
monsterboy1013: Or at least, it could be.
monsterboy1013: It has potential.
monsterboy1013: God, why can't they see past their damned bottom line?
fibbieagentAK: I'm sorry. I thought it was a great thing. To investigate. I liked it.
monsterboy1013: Well, Skinner didn't.
monsterboy1013: Loudly.
fibbieagentAK: Do you think...if *I*...?
monsterboy1013: If you what.
fibbieagentAK: Um, talked to him. On your behalf.
fibbieagentAK: Not that you can't handle these things! I'm the junior partner. I know. Just...I could back you up.
fibbieagentAK: He...yelled at you?
monsterboy1013: You think he'll listen to you when he wouldn't listen to me?
fibbieagentAK: Well...no! I just... *Some*body has to be on your side! And I am. On your side. Maybe if he saw us more as a team or something...
monsterboy1013: He'd just think you were a waste of bureau resources, too.
fibbieagentAK: Is that what he said to you??
fibbieagentAK: 'Cause you are SO NOT!
monsterboy1013: Thank you, Alex.
fibbieagentAK: You have the highest solve rate in the Bureau!
monsterboy1013: And the most times trounced out of the A.D.'s office.
fibbieagentAK: My uncle Vinnie had a saying. If you're pissing off the right people then... Wait. No, it was, If the wrong people are pissed at you... Hold on...
fibbieagentAK: Well, you're doing something right.
fibbieagentAK: Sorry.
monsterboy1013: Well, everybody's pissed at me. What would Vinnie have to say about that?
fibbieagentAK: Maybe...you're right all the time?
fibbieagentAK: Maybe he'd just hand you a vodka.
monsterboy1013: I could use one.
fibbieagentAK: Um, right now?
monsterboy1013: Yeah.
fibbieagentAK: I could... I could bring some. Over there tonight. If you want.
monsterboy1013: No, I've got beer. I'm good.
fibbieagentAK: Oh. Okay.
fibbieagentAK: So I guess you can show me where the hot tub is some other time, huh?
fibbieagentAK: Maybe Monday or something. Not that it's your duty to take me there or anything. And certainly not after today.
fibbieagentAK: I'm being insensitive, aren't I.
monsterboy1013: It's not your fault.
fibbieagentAK: So um...
fibbieagentAK: Is it usual for the senior partner to present the 302 alone?
monsterboy1013: You should thank me.
fibbieagentAK: I might have been able to help you, though. But yes, um, thank you. So much.
fibbieagentAK: You don't think it would have helped? Me there?
monsterboy1013: No.
fibbieagentAK: Um, why not? Because I'm so green? I know I am, Mulder, but I believe in the work. Surely, I could do *something*. ??
monsterboy1013: I know how to handle Skinner.
monsterboy1013: Usually.
fibbieagentAK: So you're close then or something?
monsterboy1013: Ha...no.
fibbieagentAK: 'Cause *I* wouldn't yell at you. If I were your boss. Which I'm not!
monsterboy1013: Yeah, that's great, Alex.
fibbieagentAK: Yeah, I know, that doesn't exactly matter, but... Well, I wouldn't treat you like that.
fibbieagentAK: So you've got beer? Do you have stuff to eat? You shouldn't drink on an empty stomach.
monsterboy1013: Yeah, I ordered a pizza.
fibbieagentAK: You...did?
fibbieagentAK: Um, okay. That's good.
fibbieagentAK: What kind?
monsterboy1013: Italian sausage, green pepper, and olives.
fibbieagentAK: Oh. Wow.
fibbieagentAK: Uh, is that your favorite?
fibbieagentAK: I like all those.
fibbieagentAK: A lot.
monsterboy1013: Yeah, it was pretty good.
fibbieagentAK: So it's...gone?
monsterboy1013: I think there's one piece left.
fibbieagentAK: Oh yeah?
monsterboy1013: Been out a few hours.
fibbieagentAK: Oh. Okay. Yeah. You probably shouldn't eat that. Nor should anyone else, for that matter.
monsterboy1013: Too bad you didn't remind me about it sooner. I could have saved it for my breakfast.
fibbieagentAK: Oh. I'm sorry. I...
monsterboy1013: Alex, it's not your fault. I wasn't online.
fibbieagentAK: No, you weren't. That's true. I mean. I wasn't... I haven't been for long. Not really.
monsterboy1013: I think it's okay, actually. Tastes all right...
fibbieagentAK: NO!
fibbieagentAK: STOP!
fibbieagentAK: Mulder, do you know the statisitcs regarding salmonella?!
fibbieagentAK: Mulder??
fibbieagentAK: Oh god... I can come over! If you're sick!
monsterboy1013: Since it's a pork product, I'm actually more at risk for trichinosis, but thanks, anyway.
monsterboy1013: Or maybe tapeworm...
monsterboy1013: Possibly the Norovirus...
fibbieagentAK: I don't know the statistics on that...
fibbieagentAK: Want me to look them up???
monsterboy1013: That's okay.
fibbieagentAK: But...you're eating it!
monsterboy1013: Iron gut. I'll be fine.
monsterboy1013: I once ate pizza that had been in my back window for five hours. With cheeseburger topping.
fibbieagentAK: Of your car??
monsterboy1013: Yeah.
fibbieagentAK: Wow. I guess, um...I won't worry so much then.
fibbieagentAK: Although the symptoms of trichinosis have been known to have as late an onset as 45 days, Mulder.
fibbieagentAK: And tape worm up to SIX WEEKS!
fibbieagentAK: I don't know about the Norovirus.
monsterboy1013: All right, all right, I'm throwing it away.
fibbieagentAK: So...you never did eat it? That whole time?
monsterboy1013: I tasted it.
monsterboy1013: Tasted all right.
fibbieagentAK: Well...thanks. :-) For not eating it. I feel better.
fibbieagentAK: So. What are you doing?
monsterboy1013: Staring at a piece of poisonous pizza, apparently.
fibbieagentAK: No good TV on, huh?
monsterboy1013: Didn't check.
fibbieagentAK: Hey, I saw that allergy commercial on the other day. So I taped it for you! You know...'cause you never saw the woman's good acting.
fibbieagentAK: I mean, I saw it tonight. You know how people say 'the other day' but it was just yesterday?
fibbieagentAK: Well, this was just now. Like half an hour ago. I haven't eaten. Little light-headed, I guess.
monsterboy1013: You should order a pizza.
monsterboy1013: And Alex, taping that really wasn't necessary.
monsterboy1013: Really.
fibbieagentAK: Okay. I can tape over it. Is there anything you'd like me to tape?
monsterboy1013: No, Alex.
fibbieagentAK: No? Not even ER? They do reruns at one AM, I think. Or the new ones on Thursdays in case you miss them. We could watch them together. You know if we miss one on a case...?
monsterboy1013: I'm not that into it.
fibbieagentAK: But...you like messed-up Abby.
monsterboy1013: When I watch.
fibbieagentAK: But that's not often. All right. I get you now! :-)
fibbieagentAK: Um, I have to use the bathroom. Will you still be here?
monsterboy1013: I don't have any plans.
fibbieagentAK: All right! :-) I'll run!
monsterboy1013: ***This user is no longer online***
monsterboy1013: ***This user is now online***
fibbieagentAK: Mulder! You're back!
fibbieagentAK: :-)
fibbieagentAK: Are you okay??
monsterboy1013: I'm fine.
fibbieagentAK: So you got kicked off, right? That happens to me all the time!
monsterboy1013: Yeah, me too.
fibbieagentAK: Well. I'm glad you're back. :-)
fibbieagentAK: So. What are you doing?
monsterboy1013: Nothing much. Catching up on some lists.
fibbieagentAK: Oh yeah? Which ones? Paranormal?
monsterboy1013: Different ones...
fibbieagentAK: Like...personal? Family and stuff?
monsterboy1013: No.
fibbieagentAK: Okay then.
monsterboy1013: UFO's, psychic phenomena, Earth changes, that kind of thing.
fibbieagentAK: Cool. :-) So, do you belong to a lot of lists? Do they think you're famous?
fibbieagentAK: I mean, you're with the FBI...pioneered the X-Files. They have to think that's pretty cool.
monsterboy1013: I try to keep a low profile.
fibbieagentAK: So you're there under an assumed name?
monsterboy1013: Yeah.
fibbieagentAK: Like what?
monsterboy1013: I've never actually shared that with anyone.
fibbieagentAK: M.F. Luder?
fibbieagentAK: Oh! Yep! There you are! I have a post under... UFOsR4Us
fibbieagentAK: I joined. ;-)
monsterboy1013: I see.
fibbieagentAK: Do you mind? I mean, I just want to hear your theories. On stuff.
monsterboy1013: How did you know that was me? And how did you know about *that* list?
fibbieagentAK: Well, everybody knows you're M.F. Luder! And I just did a search for that name...
monsterboy1013: Who's everybody??
fibbieagentAK: Well, you've written articles under that pseudonym. It's an anagram. I may be green, but I'm not stupid. And neither are the other people who follow your work.
monsterboy1013: Well, shit.
fibbieagentAK: Are you...pissed at me?
monsterboy1013: No.
monsterboy1013: I guess it's my own fault.
monsterboy1013: I just didn't think anyone was following me so closely.
fibbieagentAK: You could change it to monsterboy. Only you'd have to take off the date. They know your birthday, too. :-\
monsterboy1013: Do they.
monsterboy1013: Thanks for the tip.
fibbieagentAK: What are partners for?
fibbieagentAK: :-)
monsterboy1013: I guess it's good to know what's going on out there. Because I obviously *don't*.
fibbieagentAK: Hey... Yeah, you do! Everybody looks to you for the truth. Don't you know that?
fibbieagentAK: I mean, they conjecture, but you're IN the government. You can do something about it all.
fibbieagentAK: Except they don't know what you're working against. Skinner and all. But I do. I know how hard you work for the truth to see the light of day. I've never seen anything like it, Mulder.
monsterboy1013: Thanks, kid.
fibbieagentAK: :-)
fibbieagentAK: Anytime! (But I'm not a kid, you know.)
fibbieagentAK: I'm nearly 25.
monsterboy1013: Nearly, huh?
fibbieagentAK: Next month.
monsterboy1013: That's right. June 22nd, isn't it?
fibbieagentAK: You...know my birthday?
monsterboy1013: I have an eidetic memory.
fibbieagentAK: Oh. Yeah. I forgot. But...thanks anyway. Even though you don't have any control over it.
monsterboy1013: Yeah, it gets away from me sometimes. ;-)
fibbieagentAK: LOL!
fibbieagentAK: :-)
fibbieagentAK: So...um... Did you want to talk about the reptiles? Since there's nothing on TV? Or are you busy with your lists?
monsterboy1013: What do you have planned for your birthday?
fibbieagentAK: My birthday? Really?
monsterboy1013: Sure.
fibbieagentAK: Well, I don't know actually. I didn't have set plans. I mean...they can be changed...
monsterboy1013: What do you usually do?
fibbieagentAK: Oh just the family thing. You know...drunk and singing? I don't really like it. I never have.
monsterboy1013: Oh yeah? Where are they? Your family.
fibbieagentAK: Well, like I said, they all came over from Russia. Now they're in Maryland. Short drive. Unfortunately. ;-)
monsterboy1013: And the singing...what's that about?
fibbieagentAK: Well, they get drunk. They sing. That's pretty much it. Vinnie's the only one not singing. He married in. He's not a Krycek. I guess he's exempt. I'm not.
monsterboy1013: Oh yeah? You sing?
fibbieagentAK: Only when they make me. Or I'm by myself.
monsterboy1013: What do you sing?
fibbieagentAK: Uh...you really want to know/
fibbieagentAK: ?
monsterboy1013: Yeah.
fibbieagentAK: Well, they make me sing Russian folk songs. But I prefer the blues. ;-)
monsterboy1013: You any good?
fibbieagentAK: I dunno...
fibbieagentAK: Maybe.
monsterboy1013: Ahhh you are.
fibbieagentAK: Nah, it's just singing in the shower and in the car and stuff. No big deal, Mulder.
monsterboy1013: Ever do karaoke?
fibbieagentAK: LOL! Uh, no.
monsterboy1013: Why not?
fibbieagentAK: Have you??
monsterboy1013: LOL
monsterboy1013: No.
fibbieagentAK: Can you sing? :-)
monsterboy1013: No.
monsterboy1013: NO.
fibbieagentAK: Pretty emphatic. Not even after a few beers on karaoke night? ;-)
monsterboy1013: Maybe once.
fibbieagentAK: Tell me. Please?
monsterboy1013: Tell you what?
fibbieagentAK: What did you sing? How old were you? Were you hammered? Was it fun? Did you have somebody to sing to...?
monsterboy1013: Oh man.
monsterboy1013: Love Me Tender.
monsterboy1013: 28.
monsterboy1013: Yes.
monsterboy1013: I don't really remember.
monsterboy1013: And yeah, a whole room full of drunken idiots.
fibbieagentAK: No girlfriend?
monsterboy1013: She wasn't really a girlfriend. Just a date.
fibbieagentAK: Do you remember her name?
monsterboy1013: Sally...Sarah...Susan...S-something. I think.
fibbieagentAK: Did you used to date a lot? Do you now?
monsterboy1013: No.
fibbieagentAK: Um, then? Or..now?
monsterboy1013: Neither.
fibbieagentAK: Why not? I mean, I know we kind of talked about it before... About your life being about the work. I respect that! But...you must get asked. A lot.
monsterboy1013: Not really.
fibbieagentAK: Do you ever want...a girlfriend?
monsterboy1013: I dunno. Not actively, I guess.
fibbieagentAK: You don't actively want one? Or you don't want one that's active?
monsterboy1013: LOL
monsterboy1013: I don't actively want one, I guess.
monsterboy1013: I'm not out there looking.
fibbieagentAK: But you want someone active, probably. Someone fit like you? Who runs?
monsterboy1013: Uh no...that's not really something I look for.
fibbieagentAK: Really? Not at all?
monsterboy1013: Well, I mean, yeah, she has to be attractive and fit, but she doesn't have to run.
monsterboy1013: I prefer to run alone, actually.
fibbieagentAK: Does she, uh, have to work outside the Bureau? I mean, is that why you're not looking? Because you won't date another agent?
monsterboy1013: Alex, are you asking what I think you're asking?
fibbieagentAK: What do you think I'm asking?
monsterboy1013: I'm not dating Scully, Alex. I know the rumors.
fibbieagentAK: Oh.
fibbieagentAK: Yeah
fibbieagentAK: Um...
fibbieagentAK: You're not?
monsterboy1013: No.
fibbieagentAK: Well, that's good! I mean, it's good for the other agents. Women agents.
monsterboy1013: Yeah, they're really celebrating.
fibbieagentAK: You don't think people want you?
monsterboy1013: Haven't you heard? FBI's most unwanted.
fibbieagentAK: That's not true.
monsterboy1013: That's what they call me.
monsterboy1013: That and Spooky Mulder.
fibbieagentAK: I told you. They're jealous. There are others...who aren't...who respect you and...would date you.
monsterboy1013: You know any names?
fibbieagentAK: It's probably not ethical to say.
monsterboy1013: Probably.
monsterboy1013: So?
monsterboy1013: Sorry. I know it's hard enough to have friends in the bureau when you're Spooky Mulder's partner. You don't need to get a rep as a gossip, too.
monsterboy1013: I'm not looking, anyway. They don't want me, just sex. So don't worry about it.
fibbieagentAK: There are, um, people who want more than that. I mean, yeah that! But...more. Who want *you*.
fibbieagentAK: So, you wanna talk reptile feces or what? :-)
fibbieagentAK: Or...I mean...that's kind of...gross. Okay, not that, then.
monsterboy1013: Alex......are you gay?
fibbieagentAK: Excuse me?
fibbieagentAK: Um, why would you say that, Mulder?
monsterboy1013: Are you?
fibbieagentAK: Yes. I am.
fibbieagentAK: Is that a...problem? for you?
monsterboy1013: No.
fibbieagentAK: 'Cause a lot of agents would want to put in a request for someone...not gay.
monsterboy1013: I'm not like a lot of agents.
monsterboy1013: And that would be discrimination.
fibbieagentAK: No. I guess you're not. I'm sorry. I just...well, I didn't know if you'd still want to...do this either. Any more.
monsterboy1013: Do what?
fibbieagentAK: IM. And...be my...friend, too?
monsterboy1013: I don't choose my friends based on their sexual preferences, Alex.
fibbieagentAK: Okay. Thanks. :-) Thanks, Mulder.
monsterboy1013: No problem, Alex.
fibbieagentAK: So. What are you doing now?
monsterboy1013: Well, pretty much just IMing with you now, Alex.
fibbieagentAK: Yeah? No lists?
monsterboy1013: Caught up.
fibbieagentAK: So... It's just...us?
monsterboy1013: Yeah, pretty much.fibbieagentAK: Did you...wanna talk about a case? Or something?
monsterboy1013: Not especially.
fibbieagentAK: But you're...staying?
monsterboy1013: Do you want me to?
fibbieagentAK: Yes!
fibbieagentAK: I mean, sure.
fibbieagentAK: Maybe you could figure out a way to get me out of going to my family's this year for my birthday. Maybe an emergency case or something. ;-)
monsterboy1013: I could probably do that.
monsterboy1013: June's when the crop circles start...
fibbieagentAK: Yeah?
monsterboy1013: Yeah, the first ones usually show up about then.
fibbieagentAK: So...you're saying you'd take me to England for my birthday?
monsterboy1013: Ever been?
fibbieagentAK: No. But I think I'd like to. :-)
monsterboy1013: We'd have to find some way to justify the 302.
monsterboy1013: Think you could help me with that?
fibbieagentAK: Oh yeah! Sure! Now, right? You meant now? Or in a month?
monsterboy1013: We need to get started on the research now if we're gonna make it in time for your birthday.
fibbieagentAK: All right! :-) No problem! What should I look for? Anything...nefarious-looking in England??
monsterboy1013: You can start there, yeah.
monsterboy1013: Focus on towns where crop circles have been sighted in the past.
fibbieagentAK: You got it!
fibbieagentAK: So...while I look, you'll still be on AIM?
monsterboy1013: I'm looking, too.
fibbieagentAK: Not gonna leave it to your junior partner and surf for porn instead? ;-)
fibbieagentAK: I mean...no! You... I just meant that you *could*. I wouldn't be offended. Research is part of my... Shit.
monsterboy1013: You don't think I do my own work, Alex?
fibbieagentAK: I'm sorry. I *really* didn't mean to imply that. I know what this work means to you.
fibbieagentAK: I made a bad joke. I guess I'm...nervous. About having you to myself here.
monsterboy1013: Having me to yourself?
fibbieagentAK: I just meant...talking. To me. Just me.
monsterboy1013: I can go find someone else to talk to, to take the pressure off.
fibbieagentAK: No! It's okay! I'll, uh...be all right. But thanks.
monsterboy1013: So you think I'm over here surfing porn while we talk?
fibbieagentAK: No. Like I said. Bad joke.
monsterboy1013: Do you?
fibbieagentAK: Surf for...porn?
monsterboy1013: Yeah. While we talk.
fibbieagentAK: Um...not while we talk. No.
monsterboy1013: Me, neither.
fibbieagentAK: I'm looking at a good site now I think...
fibbieagentAK: Crop circles! And England!
monsterboy1013: They mostly are.
monsterboy1013: In England.
fibbieagentAK: Do you ever?
monsterboy1013: Surf for porn?
fibbieagentAK: Yeah.
monsterboy1013: Yeah.
fibbieagentAK: Pretty often or...
monsterboy1013: What's pretty often, Alex?
fibbieagentAK: Um...every night?
monsterboy1013: I guess so, then.
fibbieagentAK: Have you? Yet? Tonight?
fibbieagentAK: You don't have to answer that.
fibbieagentAK: Sorry. :-[
monsterboy1013: Yeah, I have.
monsterboy1013: Have you?
fibbieagentAK: Um, a little. Earlier. Before.
monsterboy1013: Before I got on IM?
fibbieagentAK: Uh, yeah. Before that.
monsterboy1013: Me, too.
fibbieagentAK: I thought you weren't on-line earlier.
monsterboy1013: I meant I wasn't on IM.
monsterboy1013: I don't always sign onto it.
fibbieagentAK: Do you ever use a different name? When you're...surfing?
monsterboy1013: Don't you already know all my pseudonyms, Alex?
fibbieagentAK: No. This was the only one I found yesterday. And that took me hours.
fibbieagentAK: I mean, it took me a little while.
monsterboy1013: Hours?
fibbieagentAK: yes
fibbieagentAK: So are you going to again? When I leave?
monsterboy1013: I don't usually plan that far ahead with my porn.
fibbieagentAK: So crop circles, then. Still lookin'...
monsterboy1013: Are you?
fibbieagentAK: What?
monsterboy1013: Going to surf for porn.
fibbieagentAK: I don't know.
fibbieagentAK: allrightyes!
monsterboy1013: LOL
monsterboy1013: I appreciate your honesty, Alex.
monsterboy1013: That's very important to me in a partner.
fibbieagentAK: Yeah. I'm sure it is. Wasn't...Scully, um Dr. Scully...uh sent in to sort of...spy on you? Or rather, debunk your work? Make reports?
monsterboy1013: Where'd you hear that?
fibbieagentAK: Well...Blevins told me that. When he called me in to give me the assignment. Didn't you get called in, too? When I was assigned?
monsterboy1013: No, I didn't.
fibbieagentAK: Ever? To be debriefed about me?
monsterboy1013: Nope.
fibbieagentAK: No...memo on your desk??
monsterboy1013: No.
fibbieagentAK: Wow. I guess I know how low I rate with them, now, huh?
monsterboy1013: You just showed up on my case. That's the first I heard of you. Next thing I know, we're partners.
fibbieagentAK: I thought I'd really done something right! Aside from having shot Cole. I mean, I was scared I was gonna get fired for sure... But then I got a call to see Blevins when we got back.
fibbieagentAK: I just thought they thought I'd make a good partner for you. Just like Scully. Do you think I'm just...an interim guy for you?
monsterboy1013: I don't know. They never tell me anything.
monsterboy1013: I just have to put up and shut up.
fibbieagentAK: So you're putting up with me. I see.
monsterboy1013: Alex.
fibbieagentAK: No, I get it. I should have gotten it sooner! You don't want to be partnered with me. You never did. Of course, you didn't. Shit...
monsterboy1013: Alex, shut up.
monsterboy1013: Listen.
monsterboy1013: You were honest with me, so I'll be honest with you.
monsterboy1013: Yeah, I was putting up with you. I didn't want another partner. It wasn't personal, I just prefer to work alone.
monsterboy1013: But...I like you.
fibbieagentAK: Why? I'm a pest. I'm nothing like Scully. She 'challenged' you. They told me outright I wouldn't be able to do that. Just to make the reports and back you up, but...
fibbieagentAK: I at least thought I was being given a chance to prove myself. If not with them then with you.
fibbieagentAK: But you have no reason to let me do that. I'm not even your real partner. I'm just green, slobbering, dork Alex who wants your attention. That's all I was ever meant to be.
monsterboy1013: Told you outright you wouldn't be able to challenge me?
monsterboy1013: You want to? You're not being yourself with me? What are you saying, Alex?
fibbieagentAK: Because I don't have a background in science! Because I'm a new agent! Because you're brilliant! Because I'm not like her! I believe you!!!!
monsterboy1013: And that's a problem how?
fibbieagentAK: I'm not good enough. I can't cut it. You know that as well as I do. And now you don't have to pretend anymore, Mulder. I know I'll never be good enough.
fibbieagentAK: Not for you.
monsterboy1013: Alex, *you* were the one who found the connection between all those unrelated cases. Scully would never have done that. She would never have even tried.
monsterboy1013: I'm not sure *I* would have found that connection.
monsterboy1013: I certainly wouldn't have put as much effort into it.
monsterboy1013: I'm not pretending anything, Alex.
monsterboy1013: I don't pretend.
monsterboy1013: I did lie, when I told you to go requisition us a car. And I'm sorry.
monsterboy1013: I won't lie to you again.
monsterboy1013: And I won't pretend.
fibbieagentAK: I...believe you.
monsterboy1013: All I ask is that you also don't lie or pretend.
fibbieagentAK: Okay. That's fair. So...you really do think...I'm an okay partner?
monsterboy1013: Yeah, Alex.
fibbieagentAK: Thank you.
monsterboy1013: You're welcome.
fibbieagentAK: Really. That means...a lot to me.
fibbieagentAK: And because it does, I'll tell you again, because I now feel sure they haven't and I'm wondering why...I've been reporting on your work to Blevins.
fibbieagentAK: I've also been told to keep track of how often you associate with Scully. I was led to believe they felt such an association would take you away from work assigned to you.
fibbieagentAK: I'm supposed to report when you talk to her, and if possible, what you talk about. But that never made any sense to me to do that, so I haven't. I just wanted this assignment so bad I was willing to promise to do anything.
fibbieagentAK: And I'm attracted to you.
fibbieagentAK: That's probably about it.
monsterboy1013: I see.
fibbieagentAK: I'll understand if for any reason you'd like me to be reassigned. Although, I'm beginning to think I'm here for a reason neither one of us has a lot of control over.
monsterboy1013: I think you're right.
fibbieagentAK: Mulder, I thought you knew. I mean, I guess I knew, deep down, that you couldn't know. Denial, I suppose. I just kept telling myself it was no different than what Scully did when she was your partner.
monsterboy1013: Alex, I appreciate your honesty. Again.
monsterboy1013: Can you continue to practice a policy of absolute truth with me? About everything? No matter what 'they' tell you?
fibbieagentAK: My loyalty will be, and has always been, to you, Mulder. Yeah. I'll tell you the truth. I never wanted to think I was lying to you. I have my eyes open now.
monsterboy1013: I'm asking a lot. I'm asking you to put me above your superiors.
fibbieagentAK: Can I be blunt?
monsterboy1013: Please.
fibbieagentAK: Fuck my superiors.
fibbieagentAK: I've been played. And I've played you in the process. There's not a lot of love for them from me right about now.
monsterboy1013: Welcome to my world.
fibbieagentAK: You're my partner. That's the end of it.
monsterboy1013: It's not, though. I'm asking for more than that. A partner doesn't have to go against orders in order to be loyal, as a rule.
monsterboy1013: I want to make sure you see the distinction. You working with me is different.
fibbieagentAK: I know that. I'm not as green as I was ten minutes ago. They don't deserve the truth out of me. You do. I'm not inept when it comes to getting around their rules and orders.
fibbieagentAK: Found you in New York. Didn't I?
monsterboy1013: Yes, you did. ::g::
fibbieagentAK: I want to be your partner. If that means breaking some rules... So be it.
monsterboy1013: You're not going to climb any corporate ladder being my partner, Alex.
monsterboy1013: Especially if you circumvent them.
monsterboy1013: Make sure you know what you're sacrificing.
fibbieagentAK: I know. If climbing the ladder means I become one of them, they can have their ladder. I believe in the truth. I see the potential of that with you.
fibbieagentAK: I might have wanted a gold watch and a nice nameplate at one point. I have different goals now. Goals I share with you.
monsterboy1013: You just got here. Are you sure?
fibbieagentAK: Yeah. I may be new to all this, and I may be a little thrown for a loop because of...well, wanting you. But I do know what I want. I've always known.
fibbieagentAK: Thrown it out there twice now. You don't talk about it, I'm gonna vomit, all right?monsterboy1013: Talk about what, Alex?
fibbieagentAK: That I'm attracted. To you.
monsterboy1013: You want me to talk about that?
fibbieagentAK: Don't...you want to? I mean...establish our...parameters? The rules?
monsterboy1013: The rules are clear. No consorting.
monsterboy1013: And...you know what I think of rules.
fibbieagentAK: Uh...
fibbieagentAK: You...
monsterboy1013: don't like rules.
fibbieagentAK: Not even that one?
monsterboy1013: Nope.
fibbieagentAK: But that doesn't necessarily mean...anything. In-and-of itself.
fibbieagentAK: Right?
monsterboy1013: What do you want to know, Alex? We practice a policy of truth, so ask me.
fibbieagentAK: You're not gay. Are you?
monsterboy1013: No.
fibbieagentAK: But you like breaking the rules just SO MUCH that you'd sleep with me just to break them some more??
monsterboy1013: LOL!
monsterboy1013: I don't choose who I fuck based on whether it will break the rules.
fibbieagentAK: Do you want me, Mulder?
monsterboy1013: Let's put it this way. I don't *not* want you.
fibbieagentAK: Oh.
monsterboy1013: wait.
monsterboy1013: What I mean is, Alex, I just found out *you* want *me*.
monsterboy1013: And I just decided that I'm willing to take a pretty big risk and remain your partner and friend.
monsterboy1013: I've never had sex with another man.
monsterboy1013: You're beautiful, Alex.
monsterboy1013: And I suppose, just physically speaking, yeah, I could see fucking you.
monsterboy1013: But I don't want to risk what we're building here just because I now know I can have you.
monsterboy1013: Do you understand?
fibbieagentAK: Maybe. You might like to...fuck me...but you never will because it would risk our partnership?
monsterboy1013: That is NOT what I'm saying.
monsterboy1013: I'm saying, let's not rush into that part of it.
fibbieagentAK: Are you serious? I mean, I know you don't lie, Mulder, I just... Are you serious??
monsterboy1013: I'm very serious.
monsterboy1013: Unless this is just sex to you.
monsterboy1013: If it is, tell me now.
fibbieagentAK: NO!
fibbieagentAK: No. It's not. It's really not. I told you up there...even though I was talking about 'them'... I want to have sex with you. A lot. But it's more. It's a lot more.
monsterboy1013: Okay then.
fibbieagentAK: Okay then?
monsterboy1013: Okay then. I know what you want. You know what I want. Right?
fibbieagentAK: Uh...yeah...
monsterboy1013: What do I want, Alex?
fibbieagentAK: To be partners. To be friends. To not rush. And then to possibly fuck my brains out.
monsterboy1013: As long as we're clear.
fibbieagentAK: Yeah. Clear. Very, very clear.
monsterboy1013: Good.
fibbieagentAK: Can't hot tub. Not now. God, not now. I'm sorry...
monsterboy1013: ;-) Probably not a good idea.
fibbieagentAK: Fucking torture.
fibbieagentAK: ;-)
monsterboy1013: Why don't you concentrate on doing that research for your birthday trip and we'll see where things go?
fibbieagentAK: Uh...okay. :-) Um...Mulder?
monsterboy1013: Yeah?
fibbieagentAK: Thank you.
monsterboy1013: For what now?
fibbieagentAK: Wanting me to stay. Seeing where this goes.
fibbieagentAK: For believing.
monsterboy1013: You're welcome. Thank *you*.
fibbieagentAK: Me??
monsterboy1013: For your honesty. And for believing.
fibbieagentAK: Any time.
monsterboy1013: So. Wanna have lunch tomorrow and discuss whatever you come up with before then regarding England?
fibbieagentAK: Yes. :-) I'd like that, Mulder.
fibbieagentAK: Want me to pick you up? Do you know a good place? 'Cause I know a good place close...
monsterboy1013: You wanna pick me up, huh? Okay, you choose. 1pm.
fibbieagentAK: I'll be there. :-)
monsterboy1013: See you then.
monsterboy1013: 'Night, Alex. Don't stay up too late surfing for porn.
fibbieagentAK: Uh, okay. You either. ;-)
fibbieagentAK: G'night, Mulder.
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